No matter how much I deny things were just so perfect a year ago. With everything being messed up including me but that one person was so perfect. I don’t know if I will ever feel that ever again. The best thing about relationships are that they allow you to depend on the other person so much walking each other through up’s and down’s but when the walk ends and you decide to changes path’s your lost.
I still don’t get how someone could love someone and not want to be with them till the last minute they can. Anyway it’s all over now but I am that person who likes to carry my past with me to always help me remember who I really am. However I do have people in my life that never left my side when things got a rough.
But they never look at me at the way I look at them. I knew I will have to leave one day but when I pictured it so differently I feel I have felt so much unsaid to so many people and so many things undone. I think at some point you just have to let go and things happen the way they are supposed to we as humans want everything and everyone around us to be what and how we want it or them to.
First of all, I think you're an amazing writer and you have this crazy-awesome way of putting the things I've always wanted to say into words.
ReplyDeleteMoving on. People have different ways of loving each other. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with everything they have. We just have to embrace individuality in every facet of that person and respect who they are and who they want to be.
Finally, never leave things unsaid because it'll haunt you. Clear the air with everyone before you leave.
I'll miss you when you leave, AT :(